Fooled

God why do I always think my way is better than yours. Everything inside of me knows where to go and what to do, but I TRY to find a way to escape you. I'm slowly learning not to run so far away. It is so exhausting trying to ignore you and to ignore your Spirit.

What I love about you Father is that you are faithful and you never let me escape. You patiently wait well I wrestle with pride and distraction. You convict me to be humble and then lovingly lift me back up. God you are good and your promises are true. Help me to always pursue your way and not my own. I don't want to live my life trying to maintain things, trying to make MY WAY work. I want to give my life to you, I want to depend on you to work things out. Thanks for letting me get to know you.